GRACE
Now that I have my own kitchen window, I don't have to borrow a picture from the web :) I've always wanted a window over my kitchen sink and now I have one. God's grace.
The items below are reminders to me of God's grace in my life. Simple things, but things with much meaning. Things that the Lord brought into my life at a time when reminders of His presence were so necessary. Not that they aren't every day - but sometimes we are more needy, and our Father knows.
Our first years of marriage were very special. Don't worry, our marriage is still special now - but in a more aged, matured way. I wouldn't go back to the earlier years when I didn't know and love Rich like I do now. But those days held a freshness, and naivity and an excitement, as we got to know each other as husband and wife and then "again" as the Lord saw fit to make us parents. Those days were busy, as Rich worked hard in school, experienced his first times preaching (and I sat in the pew like a "minister's wife, watching the people around me for their reaction to my husband - aaah - nervewracking!!) , all the travelling back home, and learning to be parents. (I'm still learning!)
Money was kinda tight in those days. We were never lacking "food and clothing" - and I must say, I was content. I was so happy just to be a wife and a mom that I didn't seem to even notice that I wore the same clothes year after year and never really shopped much for myself. We didn't have much money to shop anyway. But, while we were in SC, far away from Mom and her second hand shopping treasures, I really wanted a pretty dress for Laura. She had outgrown her pretty dresses and we didn't have a lot of extra money to spend. I can't say I really remember praying specifically for a dress, but I sure remember wanting it for my cute little ie to go to church in. So, one day after grocery shopping, I stopped in at Babies 'R Us, hoping there might be something on the clearance rack. There wasn't. I didn't leave crying or anything, but I was a little disappointed. But, as I walked out the door, I noticed a small bin on the front walk that had a "SALE" sign on it. It was a bunch of discontinued baby linens that they were getting rid of. I dug through the bin (you've all seen a determined Dutch lady at a garage sale..........) and came up with a bed skirt for a crib. To me, it was beautiful. Lots of lace and lovely flowers - exactly what I'd been picturing. And the price was right - 99 cents! So, I bought it and took it home. I had an old baby dress pattern that I'd found once, thinking I might take up sewing again. I pieced it all very carefully and lovingly hand sewed the dress. I was so proud to put it on Laura and take her to church. Everyone "ooohed" and "aaahed" over it. And all I could think was, "God knew and He cared". We didn't know what the future held. Sometimes we wondered if we'd have enough money to finish. Sometimes we were very lonely and felt so far from those we loved. Sometimes it hurt so much that there wasn't any family around to see our little ones growing and to spoil them a little. But God saw us and never left us. And even cared about a little dress. Just a little "I love you" reminder. :)
At around the same time Rich bought me those pot holders. I've never used them. Even last Sunday when the couples came for Bible Study and all I had were my old, stained oven mitts. :)But Rich bought those potholders to match my Corelle pattern and they still speak volumes to me of God's grace in the small things. And my husband's love.
God's grace. Look for it. Expect it. Share it.
What speaks to you of God's grace in your life?